January 2008
4 posts
dreams
I had multiple dreams last night. I dreamed you came home and nothing could keep you from me, and then we ran into him. You left again… I used to label myself as an extrovert, gregarious, wanting and needing people. I have found myself isolated and busy in my own little world. Because what pains me most I cannot share with anyone. I feel like I can’t live alone, as my needs it...
coming home
Many thoughts go through my head as you come home……..I am excited but then I think why? You don’t appear to want to see me, and you try to avoid me, if for some reason our conversations negative, you tell me that if it continues you don’t want to see me……But on the other hand…you will think that I don’t love you and that I would leave. That I am...
today
As I keep thinking about all that you have said, I wonder if you really know how much I love you. There is a difference between love and obligation. I would lay my life down for you because I love you. Someone else will work for the moment because they know they are threatened but it is that love? Let’s think back…..less than two weeks after the discovery, you were with his...
thinking
This day is long coming… You leave for a cruise, and the terms in which you left were very hard for me….Some of your last words were “I wish I could spend time on your boat and relax”, as you leave to go on the biggest boat around. I chose to write here as probably no one will read this and it is posted with a date and you will know for sure. I remember when someone...
September 2007
18 posts
Now that's a bad sign....
Every time there is a "Meeting" I am avoided all...
2nd update
Ok everyone get your notes out……….. Last update: I left you in Los Angeles at the Walk of Fame. (remember each paragraph below has a post…..check it out) This time we start with a visit to Universal Studios in Los Angeles. On the set of “The Grinch”. “The Grinch” just so happens to be one of my very favorite movies. While at Universal we moved...
It sucks to be me!
Thoroughly, upset and feeling like my life has no direction and this was the response I got…………
No Contact?
Someone had a A Trip to Cleveland. I did not go but I did get Three Phone Calls. I didn’t , answer but it was great to hear your voice.
THE SCOOP, thus far
So here’s the scoop: thus far……. This is in order of the pictures as they are posted. May 7, 2007, My sleepless nights begin. I begin to survive like a fox amongst dogs. My life becomes a daily struggle. My best friend loves purple and it is beautiful. I decide to go to Las Vegas and visit. There is a replica of a little Eiffel Tower, it reminds me of my best friend who...
link to cartoon below →
And Someone Needs Counseling
Someone feels.........
http://ahopefulregret.deviantart.com/art/guilty-29583247
Help me escape......
“It is by choice that great people like you with great weaknesses like ours...”
– http://www.whenleastexpected.com/
Enough said.........
PLUS EQUALS
No.......at all times
Well, that is to anyone who might live 10 hours from here…….
“No man is clever enough to know all the evil he does. “-La Rochefoucauld...”
– someone called me evil?
Confirmed
The act to make jealous, just to see if there are true feelings, may not work in your favor.
Ooopps!
You were not supposed to look at my texts……..
This person is still alive.
Obviously, I am trying to catch up to “real time”, but I would place this picture around July 10th,2007. This person is in the cast and July 10th means something………this will be too difficult to guess, unless, you are in the story and come across this blog. (yikes, hope not) So I will give you the answer to this one, …..days from...
August 2007
24 posts
Phoenix is so far away →
Imagine hanging out a lazy river pool, and mounds of blankets and A/C in your room, sleep whenever you want……..I can only imagine….http://www.jwdesertridgeresort.com/
Time to Fly →
I flew for $150 round trip compared to $450. Read the rules…..$300 savings was worth it.. Updated: Sept, 12th
click....look listen and enjoy →
FYI: I do NOT get anything from this link ………this site is an important part of the story…(0: I wanted to stay here but did not get a chance, but I am hoping this will play an important part in the story later on. I WILL stay here sometime if I ever visit Malibu……….Updated: Sept, 12th
“ KISS IT HOOVILLE!!!!!”
– The Grinch
